Weirdness.

You know; things really aren’t quite what they may seem. Or, maybe I am a conspiracy theorist and always think that there’s undercurrents and deceptions. Takings things at face value is not my strong suite.

This morning with TDP felt … weird. We had a great evening last night. We went to dinner and talked for like over two hours. Went to a game store so he could buy some multisided dice for work. Went to my house. Watched a couple random youtube vids. Had some fun in bed. And stayed up late talking and joking and being silly. Never enough sleep for either of us. I think that we’re both rather tired today. Maybe that is why it was weird to me.

Mostly, this fling is probably on its way out. Which is gonna sort of suck because I really like hanging out with him.

Re-reading my previous blog posts makes me look like a bipolar woman. Up and down. Can’t decide her feelings. Doesn’t know what she wants. Doesn’t know where she’s going. So, whatever. Maybe I don’t know anything. Why is this so hard?